One day... I dream of one thing and one thing only!

Rafael van der Vaart to play in a Manchester United shirt.

VDV has been my favorite player since before people knew him. The first time I saw his playing style in that Ajax video of their youth system, I was just taken away by how brilliant he was! He was Seventeen and from then on, I had to follow his game. Van der Vaart will always be my inspiration and since his recent speculation of his move to United are mounting,...

It truly speaks for it self... haha.

I know what the hells the matter with me lately.

I'm generally a cheerful person and people have never seen me go ape in an eruptive anger, but wow...

Nothing seems to be going right lately and I think it's peaking today. I'm afraid to play FIFA and lose due to unluckyness, haha.

Wait, who's gonna read this? I really don't know... =/ But anyway. I just hate being angry. I like being cheerful and happy and people here know me as that, but wow, have I lost...